My felling towards lately... nothing. I have been trapped, nothing to do, noone to talk to. And the thing my heart wants the most, it cant have. The one thing I truely want, I am being taken away from. I dont understand this cruel world. It never ceases to amaze me. The words that these people speak, could kill. And soon will. I am being torn, and it hurts, really, it does. Well, soon I will go.